Week C15 – Abundance or A Bun Dance!!
Give me a Break?
So you have done everything you can to follow ‘experts’ advice! You plan your work and work your plan. You do your best to be thankful, grateful and appreciative. You give to others in as many ways as you can. You work hard at remembering to spend time in Silence daily and focus on the life you want. So, where is the ‘Abundance’ you were expecting, visualising and hoping for?
You understand the Law of Attraction basis of our Universe, you do what you do in love, but suddenly the ‘Give more Get more’ philosophy of life that the Guru’s talk about, doesn’t seem to be working for you!!!??? You tried so hard yet the overdraft is accumulating, the stress is now becoming very real and instead of feeling abundance life feels more like ‘A Bun Dance!!!’ 🙁
If this has been your experience, as it has mine and probably every other person who has left Conformity Highway and is following the Road Less Travelled, what do you do now? Cry? Scream? Pray? Give up? Fall back in line, conform and go find a job? When you feel you are drowning what is the best thing to do? You’ve given everything and you are spent! Now what?
If you listen to Abraham Hicks as I do, daily, you will no doubt have heard the idea that money is just energy and to receive money you need to align your energy and allow it to flow to you. It’s not about running around like a headless chicken working 24 hours a day! Well that’s great Abraham but my rent is due tomorrow and I haven’t got time to sit on my backside in Silence in the vain hope that the money will drop out of the sky into my lap!
I have learnt so much over the last few years about the way the Universe works, about natural laws and how we as human beings have the ability to control our thoughts, and for a lot of the time I feel my energy has been aligned and things have manifested just when I needed them. But somehow, over the last few months something has begun to slip and all of a sudden you find yourself in a place of fear again. Again, Abraham advises not to talk about what you do not want, to stay focused on what you do want, and I have tried this, but sometimes you just need to talk to someone. I don’t know about you but I find it helps me get my thoughts straight. It allows me to hear the insight and experience of others which I can then apply or dismiss as I feel appropriate for me.
I am so blessed to have some amazing family and friends around me who each bring something different, unique and wonderful to my life. Some of them are empathic and listen and understand my frustration. Others tell me, straight as a die, what they think and although their advice is sometimes tough I know they have my best interests at heart. However, at the end of the day, the only person I really need to listen to is my Self.
Not myself, my ego panicky human conscious voice that jabbers away in my head all day long telling me how stupid I’m being, to be afraid, run the tigers are coming to get you!!!! lol I mean my Self!! My inner Self. My acronym for my Self: Source Energy Life Force
So this week I began to refocus and would you believe it……things have begun to manifest positively again. Not in ways I predicted, but definitely in ways that will help me to learn and grow as a person, make me an even better teacher and enable me to connect with my Self on a deeper level. From the beginning of the week and feeling in a pit of financial helplessness, I was able to collect together and park the debt on 0% finance, giving me breathing space! I miraculously ended up with a new car that saved me money! And I made a new friend who coaches people around money manifestation, who is starting a new course on Monday! Perfect timing or what!? No matter how much we think we know, there is always more to learn, new people to learn from and more abundance to be found.
I re-evaluated my worth, looked at the real benefits people experience from working with me and doing my courses and I mentally upgraded myself to First Class. 🙂 The only person holding me back was me! 🙁 I learnt that I didn’t believe in myself enough, and because I didn’t believe in me, the Universe was reflecting back what I was transmitting energetically, which was lack, fear and doubt. I am moving forward again in abundance, confidence and faith, and allow the steady stream of abundance to flow to me, to my bank account, to my relationships, and my life. If you love Abraham, you’ll love this recording I just heard! 🙂